and then i found him really i thought it would all work out

but you know its just never like that for me

probably because im so ugly

really ugly

i mean last night it was so surreal

and then i ruined it

i ruin everything you know

so i should just stop trying to look beyond that whats really here for me

im never gonna have a guy “”“my type”“”

i need to stop aiming high

i honestly have no purpose in life

im just dragging my feet

i wish i was motivated

i wish i was talented

but no

i have nothing to be proud of

nothing

so my ego

my ego has been shattered completely

i hate it when my ego gets shattered

so i get the balls to add him

and then he messages me with “whT wAS thAT all aBOut nOT adDING mE”

ok so i tell him  i was obviously kidding

and then he said dont know all about that

and then i say sorry am invading your privacy then he tells me

sure. because i care and all

OH OKAY.

you know what. you know what. i really have no life.

i mean i dont care

i dont care

anymore

ill just unfriend you and it’ll go back to normal again

i mean youre just a stranger

just a stranger

why do i get attached to strangers

weird strangers

who look like travis clark

who has braces

who hadshr8atu0rwposihai

i have to stop being like this

youre too cool for me then

huh

fuck you

really i thought we were cool and stuff

but no

its always going to be like this

i know its pathetic to feel bad for yourself but

i feel really bad for myself\

really

really bad

im ugly see

seeee

he hates me

why did i even try

to

like

shit 

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but you’re so cute but you’re so cute

you’re too cute

and i’m afraid that i’m not good enough for you

i’m afraid you’ll run away like every one else

i’m afraid i’ll just get my hopes up for nothing

i hate my feelings i hate it i hate it i hate it

i hate it i hate it i hate it

i hate seeming desperate 

i hate disappointment

i hate everything

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